Leaps

Tiny is singing and dancing anytime I play drum beat
When he gets the cell phone and someone is on the other end he says hi and hello
He is chatty and lovely
he shares his food
I have to eat some of his food before each spoonful or mouthful of drink
So sweet!

Some days

Like this :)

These things we do

Now I'm gonna have to learn how to do a proper push-up
I gotta teach him everything he needs to know

Zoe Guardian of the Galaxy

!!!

yes

Sometimes

Sometimes its like this

And sometimes its like this

Go figure

MONUMENTAL

Today 14 NOV, 2014 Tiny Human said "I love you." (9 mos old)
It sounded like "I luhg yuh"
Twice on camera then half a dozen times more wheile he was playing with paper!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In case you didn't know

When someone is sad
Do this

In case you didnt know - Dont make them feel worse for having turned to YOU for comfort

I need this

Badly

For just a few minutes

Today
I laughed and laughed

Things are tuning around

More or less

When people ask

Feels so good

Teddy said it best

Monica Lynne

Yes

Need a carrier

So I can strap on Tiny Human
And walk here

We walk everywhere  but this is a little iffy even though lovely

please do

Please do

Feeling low

All

Enjoy       

someday future

Someday, it will be

Go In

But don't immerse

Everything is everything

I want

Louis Armstrong with his wife in Cairo
Plays only for her

No more

Now my brother is gone

Tuesday Sept 30, 2014
At least I got to touch him while he was warm all over
I got to breathe in him

Dark places

I can't

Old books

Me and the Tiny Human reading old books

He is a light in dark places

o

My chest hurts
Bad
All the time
Since July

Future

Me and the Tiny Human gonna travel the world

As soon as I get there and get that thing set up
We're gone
We gotta hurry up and relax

Photos

I keep taking pictures
Just snapping pics
I can't stop

People want the pictures
I didnt take it for that
I just have to take them

Writing

I just keep writing
Typing
Everything

Anything
Never gonna be around the dark ever again

Watching this now

Nothing to take mind off pain

Just watching everything

Everything

16 Sept

Tuesday
Mama gone

And nothing means anything anymore
Saturday Sept 20 2014 funeral

the nerve

Ugh

Just want to be out
The dude has the grossest personality

Sometimes

Just sometimes

Surrounded

These days by people who see the best in me and let me know it

In word and deed

Another yes

For sure

Read

Do it

One day :)

One Day
I have hope
I got an email from someone I used to know saying he valued how magical and pure I was to him
Then another from some time ago saying lovely things
They came out of the woodwork just like that
I was so surprised and pleased :)

Now

Ready

I entered

New FREE contest for writers of middle grade fiction http://tinyurl.com/pwbds3q Judged by agent @petejknapp - via @chucksambuchino

Better

:)

honest

Today I am in pain
Emotional, that turned physical

All I want to hear is a simple sorry
That is all

For the book

This is good
From a book publicist

meanwhile

Been feeling rough for the past week
When I feel better its gonna be

Yaaaaasssss

yeh

Yep

Yep

one day

somebody sincere will come along and I'll have it :) #truelove :)

 

The unknown

Well the future is unknown but now i get to do anything, go anywhere
Its scary- ish
BUT

now there is nothing to hold us back and keep us depressed :)

We're free!

No matter what!
Now we can plan

Working out logistics!

Like aint nothing wrong

You gotta keep kaughing and smiling

like aint nothing wrong

cuz you need their help

they wont give it if you dont pretend to smile