Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Forever love

In a mother’s womb were two babies. One asked the other: “Do you believe in life after delivery?” The other replied, “Why, of course. There has to be something after delivery. Maybe we are here to prepare ourselves for what we will be later.”
“Nonsense” said the first. “There is no life after delivery. What kind of life would that be?”
The second said, “I don’t know, but there will be more light than here. Maybe we will walk with our legs and eat from our mouths. Maybe we will have other senses that we can’t understand now.”
The first replied, “That is absurd. Walking is impossible. And eating with our mouths? Ridiculous! The umbilical cord supplies nutrition and everything we need. But the umbilical cord is so short. Life after delivery is to be logically excluded.”

The second insisted, “Well I think there is something and maybe it’s different than it is here. Maybe we won’t need this physical cord anymore.”
The first replied, “Nonsense. And moreover if there is life, then why has no one has ever come back from there? Delivery is the end of life, and in the after-delivery there is nothing but darkness and silence and oblivion. It takes us nowhere.”
“Well, I don’t know,” said the second, “but certainly we will meet Mother and she will take care of us.”
The first replied “Mother? You actually believe in Mother? That’s laughable. If Mother exists then where is She now?”
The second said, “She is all around us. We are surrounded by her. We are of Her. It is in Her that we live. Without Her this world would not and could not exist.”

Said the first: “Well I don’t see Her, so it is only logical that She doesn’t exist.”
To which the second replied, “Sometimes, when you’re in silence and you focus and you really listen, you can perceive Her presence, and you can hear Her loving voice, calling down from above.

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Saturday, February 21, 2015

I read


This kinda friend

Robin quivers and Howard Stern

"They put me on the phone with Robin,..and we started to be somewhat conversant. I mean, right off the bat we were just kind of like asking each other questions... (chokes back tears) We made a connection. 

It was instantaneous. I said: ‘I can do anything. With this woman, I know it’ll work.’...Within five minutes I knew this was the woman I wanted to spend my career with. I was in love with her from the first conversation....It was an instant click. And we had years when things were rough, and when I say rough, in terms of radio it doesn’t get any rougher…

The entire time Robin and I were going through this mill, no matter how bad things got, I knew Robin had my back…She was offered money to go work with other people. 

If somebody attacked me or a boss got me down, I’d go to Robin and I’d say ‘I can’t do this anymore. I can’t take it’. She would say ‘of course we can do it’. When Jackie would threaten me every week with leaving the show and R knewI was so disturbed about it, she’d say: ‘We don’t need anyone else…’…She was my backbone. Y’understand? Where I would lose courage, Robin always has the courage. 

She always is the brave one—always the brave one with me. I could go to her and—(starts to break down) you know, I could always rely on her...To have a friend like that, I wish it for anybody who is in business—when you have somebody like that you can rely on.”

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

This kinda love


I love real love

Friday, February 13, 2015


These are supposed to be me

Disney style


Blue and Valentine

I gave Tiny Human some of his Valentines early

He was so excited

 I think He understands what its about

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Sunday, February 08, 2015

Paper Mosaic

I made these.

I like them

I am giving them away

Sending to friends and other people

Tiny liked them too so I made him a book

It was kind of a hit :)

I think I will continue

Friday, February 06, 2015

One year

Tiny One is One Year!!!!!!!!!!


From Humans of NY

I copied this From Humans of NY
Another reason to admire Barack Obama
I hope to model great things for the Tiny One

“Who has influenced you the most in your life?”
“My mother. She had me when she was 18 years old, and my father left when I was one year old, so I never really knew him. Like a lot of single moms, she had to struggle to work, and eventually she also struggled to go to school. And she’s really the person who instilled in me a sense of confidence and a sense that I could do anything. She eventually went on to get her PhD. It took her ten years, but she did it, and I watched her grind through it. 

 And as I got older, like everyone else, I realized that my mother wasn’t all that different than me. She had her own doubts, and fears, and she wasn’t always sure of the right way of doing things. So to see her overcome tough times was very inspiring. Because that meant I could overcome tough times too.”

Friday, January 30, 2015


So the Tiny One is singing now
I sing Justin Tinberlake's Not a Bad Thing to him and he sings (IN HARMONY) the OoooH Oh. Oh Oh part
Its adorable!!!!!
He is such a joy
Almost a year

He dances all the time now to his musical phone and drum beats
He is identifying animals in books and we go through my cookbooks every night now

Thursday, January 29, 2015



Monday, January 26, 2015


This made me cry

But now I am looking at the positives.
I can have the ife I want

A clean, good, peaceful,, loving REAL life
All the opportunities are there
Me and Tiny :)


Pretty much


Love this

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Old Farmers

Advices from An Old Farmer

Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight and bull-strong.
Keep skunks and bankers at a distance.
Life is simpler when you plow around the stump.
A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor.
Words that soak into your ears are whispered… not yelled.
Meanness don’t jes’ happen overnight.
Forgive your enemies; it messes up their heads.
Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you.
It don’t take a very big person to carry a grudge.
You cannot unsay a cruel word.
Every path has a few puddles.
When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty.
The best sermons are lived, not preached.
Most of the stuff people worry about ain’t never gonna happen anyway.
Don’t judge folks by their relatives.
Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
Live a good, honorable life… Then when you get older and think back, you’ll enjoy it a second time.
Don ‘t interfere with somethin’ that ain’t bothering you none.
Timing has a lot to do with the outcome of a Rain dance.
If you find yourself in a hole, the first thing to do is stop diggin’.
Sometimes you get, and sometimes you get got.
The biggest troublemaker you’ll probably ever have to deal with, watches you from the mirror every mornin’.
Always drink upstream from the herd.
Good judgment comes from experience, and a lotta that comes from bad judgment.
Lettin’ the cat outta the bag is a whole lot easier than puttin’ it back in.
If you get to thinkin’ you’re a person of some influence, try orderin’ somebody else’s dog around..
Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.
Don’t pick a fight with an old man. If he is too old to fight, he’ll just kill you.
Most times, it just gets down to common sense.

Thursday, January 08, 2015

Best Thing

My little one

20 things

20 Things a mother should tell her son.

1. Play a sport. It will teach you how to win honorably, lose gracefully, respect authority, work with others, manage your time and stay out of trouble. And maybe even throw or catch.

2. You will set the tone for the sexual relationship, so don’t take something away from her that you can’t give back.

3. Use careful aim when you pee. Somebody’s got to clean that up, you know.

4. Save money when you’re young because you’re going to need it someday.

5. Allow me to introduce you to the dishwasher, oven, washing machine, iron, vacuum, mop and broom. Now please go use them.

6. Pray and be a spiritual leader.

7. Don’t ever be a bully and don’t ever start a fight, but if some idiot clocks you, please defend yourself.

8. Your knowledge and education is something that nobody can take away from you.

9. Treat women kindly. Forever is a long time to live alone and it’s even longer to live with somebody who hates your guts.

10. Take pride in your appearance.

11. Be strong and tender at the same time.

12. A woman can do everything that you can do. This includes her having a successful career and you changing diapers at 3 A.M. Mutual respect is the key to a good relationship.

13. “Yes ma’am” and “yes sir” still go a long way.

14. The reason that they’re called “private parts” is because they’re “private”. Please do not scratch them in public.

15. Peer pressure is a scary thing. Be a good leader and others will follow.

16. Bringing her flowers for no reason is always a good idea.

17. It is better to be kind than to be right.

18. A sense of humor goes a long way in the healing process.

19. Please choose your spouse wisely. My daughter-in-law will be the gatekeeper for me spending time with you and my grandchildren.

20. Remember to call your mother because I might be missing you.

Wednesday, January 07, 2015

Tuesday, January 06, 2015

Monday, January 05, 2015



A different form

"Franz Kafka, the story goes, encountered a little girl in the park where he went walking daily. She was crying. She had lost her doll and was desolate.

Kafka offered to help her look for the doll and arranged to meet her the next day at the same spot. Unable to find the doll he composed a letter from the doll and read it to her when they met.

'Please do not mourn me, I have gone on a trip to see the world. I will write you of my adventures.' This was the beginning of many letters. When he and the little girl met he read her from these carefully composed letters the imagined adventures of the beloved doll. The little girl was comforted.

When the meetings came to an end Kafka presented her with a doll. She obviously looked different from the original doll. An attached letter explained: 'my travels have changed me... '

Many years later, the now grown girl found a letter stuffed into an unnoticed crevice in the cherished replacement doll. In summary it said: 'every thing that you love, you will eventually lose, but in the end, love will return in a different form.'" —Kafka & the Doll: The Pervasiveness of Loss, May Benatar

Friday, December 19, 2014


Everybody is gaga over Tiny Human

Love :)

Friday, December 12, 2014


Happens all the time

Wednesday, December 10, 2014


Christmas is coming

I love getting things in the mail

I love getting cool things

And sweet things

Tuesday, December 09, 2014

Monday, December 08, 2014



Not perfect

Even though I dont think its perfect
I'm going to try get it published
Just to get it done


The genuinely good people  always are sweet and  their love shines through

They never have to pretend to get the love they want :)
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