Sunday, October 12, 2014

someday future

Someday, it will be

Go In

But don't immerse

Wednesday, October 08, 2014

Everything is everything

I want

Louis Armstrong with his wife in Cairo
Plays only for her

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

No more

Now my brother is gone

Tuesday Sept 30, 2014
At least I got to touch him while he was warm all over
I got to breathe in him

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Friday, September 19, 2014

Old books

Me and the Tiny Human reading old books


He is a light in dark places

o

My chest hurts
Bad
All the time
Since July

Future

Me and the Tiny Human gonna travel the world

As soon as I get there and get that thing set up
We're gone
We gotta hurry up and relax

Photos

I keep taking pictures
Just snapping pics
I can't stop

People want the pictures
I didnt take it for that
I just have to take them

Writing

I just keep writing
Typing
Everything


Anything
Never gonna be around the dark ever again

Watching this now

Nothing to take mind off pain

Just watching everything


Everything

16 Sept

Tuesday
Mama gone

And nothing means anything anymore
Saturday Sept 20 2014 funeral

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

the nerve

Ugh

Just want to be out
The dude has the grossest personality

Monday, August 11, 2014

Sometimes

Just sometimes

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Surrounded

These days by people who see the best in me and let me know it

In word and deed

Another yes

For sure

Read

Do it

Friday, August 01, 2014

One day :)

One Day
I have hope
I got an email from someone I used to know saying he valued how magical and pure I was to him
Then another from some time ago saying lovely things
They came out of the woodwork just like that
I was so surprised and pleased :)

Saturday, July 26, 2014

Sunday, July 20, 2014

I entered

New FREE contest for writers of middle grade fiction http://tinyurl.com/pwbds3q Judged by agent @petejknapp - via @chucksambuchino

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Thursday, July 17, 2014

honest

Today I am in pain
Emotional, that turned physical

All I want to hear is a simple sorry
That is all

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

For the book

This is good
From a book publicist

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

meanwhile

Been feeling rough for the past week
When I feel better its gonna be

Yaaaaasssss

yeh

Yep

Yep

Saturday, July 12, 2014

one day

somebody sincere will come along and I'll have it :) #truelove :)


The unknown

Well the future is unknown but now i get to do anything, go anywhere
Its scary- ish
BUT

now there is nothing to hold us back and keep us depressed :)

We're free!

No matter what!
Now we can plan

Working out logistics!

Thursday, July 03, 2014

Like aint nothing wrong

You gotta keep kaughing and smiling

like aint nothing wrong

cuz you need their help

they wont give it if you dont pretend to smile



Wednesday, July 02, 2014

Not a bad thing

"Not A Bad Thing"

[Verse 1:]
Said all I want from you is to see you tomorrow
And every tomorrow, maybe you'll let me borrow your heart
And is it too much to ask for every Sunday
And while we're at it, throw in every other day to start

[Pre-Chorus:]
I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding
But I could be that guy to heal it over time
And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it

[Chorus:]
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true, with me
Spent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me

[Verse 2:]
Now how about I'd be the last voice you hear tonight?
And every other night for the rest of the nights that there are
Every morning I just wanna see you staring back at me
'Cause I know that's a good place to start

[Pre-Chorus:]
I know people make promises all the time
Then they turn right around and break them
When someone cuts your heart open with a knife, now you're bleeding
Don't you know that I could be that guy to heal it over time
And I won't stop until you believe it
'Cause baby you're worth it

[Chorus:]
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true, with me
Spent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me
(Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me)

[Bridge:]
No I won't fill your mind
With broken promises and wasted time
And if you fall, you'll always land right in these arms
These arms of mine

[Chorus:]
Don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me
'Cause you might fuck around and find your dreams come true, with me
Spent all your time and your money just to find out that my love was free
So don't act like it's a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me, me
Not such a bad thing to fall in love with me

Tuesday, July 01, 2014

you gotta just

Laugh when somebody  manages to mess stuff up in your flow

Just laugh and move on

Sunday, June 29, 2014

Reinvent

Thinking of revamping my style

Something like this but a touch more covered up
Just a touch
:)

Its a whole new life now

Moving on

Never discredit your gut instinct. 
 Your body can pick up vibrations, some better than others, and if something deep inside you says something’s not right about a person or situation, trust it and keep it pushing.

Keeping it moving
Got things that need to get done
:)

I still believe

Even though I never had it
I know it exists out there

#truelove

Currently in need of

A real Cary Grant type

Nah I'm good.
Imma just chill for a while
However if DURING my chill...

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Friday, June 06, 2014

Yep

Do it

What next

Playing it by ear

Life in limbo at the whims and fancies of another

progress

Tiny human's first children's story is done

Next step
Publish with pictures

A whole page

That was non-stop
So keep out OR

Seriously

Slump

I hit a wall
Went through a month of finding myself
Did I REALLY want what was to come after the month
Didnt really write except for some notes
Then I got an email listing the things I had to do.'
It felt hopeless but I think I will try
Ok so here goes

Keep out of my writing room :)

Saw these

Liked them

A lot


Saturday, April 05, 2014

sigh

They look happy and good

*wistful glance at them

Monday, March 17, 2014

frustration

looks like this
keep writing


Friday, March 14, 2014

cold world

Why does he even attend?

take a moment then move on

Take a moment


Then Move on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Monday, March 10, 2014

Thursday, February 27, 2014

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