Monday, December 31, 2007


Sometimes you just dunno what to say or do
Myspace Comments - RIP Santa


Saturday, December 29, 2007

Notes on a Scandal

Lovely Lovely Movie
This is a must see
So much to describe...
Caustic relationships
Desperate Loneliness

Breaking the law
Consequences for actions taken
Very Well Acted
Well Directed
Well Shot
Well Written
Well Everything
See this movie

Friday, December 28, 2007

And then this happens

Eric Dane (Dr. McSteamy), does a Photoshoot and shows off


Himself in Flaunt Magazine
I don't have any more to say right now

Monday, December 24, 2007

The Pierces

Thirteen Tales of Love and Revenge
  • The Pierces

I heard it recently and like it a lot

Sunday, December 23, 2007

When the headaches come

You just need dark

Shelby Lynne- Dream Some
In the dark I can hear you whisper
shadows still, move across the distance

What did you say, it's okay
Did you miss me
Did you miss me

Make it mine, takin' time, forgotten
speak for me, silent plea, surrender

What did you say, it's okay
Did you miss me
Did you miss me

You know at times I wondered
if you ever thought of me
and I wondered if you wanted to be free
like me, and I needed to feel you and
I wondered did you miss me baby, oh yeah

Turn to gray, bluer shade, when the sun comes
Peaceful time, cease your mind, Dreamsome

What did you say, it's okay, oh baby
Did you miss me
Did you miss me
Did you miss me
Did you miss me

Saturday, December 22, 2007


P.S I Love You

PS I Love You

Was a great movie
Moving, touching, funny from beginning to end
Stars Gerard Butler (from 300) and Hilary swank
Jeffrey Dean Morgan ( who looks like Javier Bardem), also stars
He was so sweet
Smiling kind eyes and dimples...You could see everything
So sweet
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They were in Ireland for a good part of the movie and everything was so lovely.
I am going to get the DVD when it comes out

Eastern Promises

Was good. I liked it.
It wasn't the best movie I've seen in a while and I think mainly because Naomi Watts was in it...I really dislike her as an actress in anything. I liked the story/ plot but Naomi just killed this movie for me...Ugh...VERY BAD CHOICE OF ACTRESS
Thankfully, Viggo Mortensen and Vincent Cassell were there to save the day, and they did so beautifully and together....

Viggo Mortensen in Eastern Promises

They had great chemistry and acted well.
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The show was rated R and I guess rightly so. I won't give away much but there was a good 6 minutes of Viggo fully fully naked (front and back) and things...
He is 49 yet his body is well taken care of :)
So go get the movie, its good Eastern European mobsters in London, the dirt they do, some instability, how they take care of business, prostitution, modern day slavery, death, grief, babies etc....

Friday, December 21, 2007


I saw this and loved it immediately

"It's better to have loved and lost, than to be with a psycho forever"...

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Night of Long Knives and Broken Glass

Well almost broken glass.
Ok so our experience wasn't as World War II Dramatic as the title makes it seem (check out the real night of broken glass, and the real night of long knives in your history books people).

We went to listen to Jazz which was cool...
The crowd was

The drunk guy was very very drunk and unpredictable..It kinda freaked us out
It's ironic that we felt safer when a guy with a switch blade and his girlfriend sat close to us. We felt he would protect us if drunk guy came a- callin'

Drunk guy's seat kept getting closer and closer to us
The night was filled with tension.
I didn't think it would end well, when drunk guy passed out and someone stole his beer. I really started to become more and more aware of escape routes.

I of course in my mind had already figured out an escape rout for all of us that would be clean and quick..

We wouldn't trip over anything and we could fling something back to trip him if needs be...
I hate having to be hypervigilant but eh...
Meanwhile the jazz was great- Etienne was there!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Now I want

To club and hotel hop in Manhattan

So cool...

and Zandy

Friday, December 14, 2007

To remind me


Day and Night

The fog is thick...In the night...better.

In the day not so good to be on the road...

I think people get weird in daytime fog

Thursday, December 13, 2007


I took a break thinking that it would revive me...I am even more tired.
And the things are not all well for me either.
Oh well...that is life..will move on from this...
I am tired again everyday but so exhausted this day in everyway.
There is fog outside..usually is good ..not so good when I can't navigate very well...I will try to soon. Rest for one minute then go...

Javier Bardem

Javier is my Jeffery Dean Morgan (love love) look-alike. He was the break-out star of No Country for Old Men, in my estimation.

He plays Anton Chigurh an assassin.
The great thing about this movie is that it looks at the characters motivations in doing what they do,and how they do things.
Very simple, very plain.
The character with the most depth to me was Anton, simply because there wasn't any real way to know his motivation. Just a job, annoyance, just because, the others deserve it? You had to assume.
The character was interesting too because whatever his motivation, he tried to distance himself from the killing decision.
Flipping coins, asking his victims random questions, giving arbitrary choices.

All Arbitrary. Not in his mind of course but still arbitrary. If I met him in real life I can tell that there would be a lot of miscommunication between us.
The character doesn't speak to you, just at you. No matter what you say, he's already onto his next thought his next step, his next action.
Interesting that he wouldn't take responsibility for his actions. Interesting but's always someone else's fault..They didn't connect to his thought process quickly enough or perfectly enough...always their fault.


Dude took up two slots at the gas station

I felt ill and tired so I didn't care but I had to take a pic

Wednesday, December 12, 2007


Chez moi



Somersault Lyrics
Artist(Band):Zero 7

You're the prince to my ballerina
You feed other people's parking meters
You encourage the eating of ice cream
You would somersault in sand with me

You talk to loners, you ask how's your week
You give love to all and give love to me
You're obsessed with hiding the sticks and stones
When I fear the unknown
You feel like home, you feel like home

You put my feet back on the ground
Did you know you brought me around
You were sweet, and you were sound
You saved me

You're the warmth in my summer breeze
You're the ivory to my ebony keys
You would share your last jelly bean
You would somersault in sand with me
Guess who
You put my feet back on the ground
Did you know you brought me around
You were sweet and you were sound
You saved me

You put my feet back on the ground
Did you know you brought me around
You were sweet and you were sound
See I had shrunk yet still you wore me around
And 'round and 'round

Monday, December 10, 2007

Queremos Paz

"Queremos Paz"
Written by Philippe Cohen-Solal (as Phillippe Mauric Cohen Solal), Christoph H. Müller (as Christoph Hermann Mueller) and Eduardo Makaroff (as Eduardo Anibal Makaroff)
Performed by Gotan Project
Courtesy of XL Recordings Ltd.
Under license from Ya Basta! Recordings

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And to Tango.....

Quite a bit of heavun!

Singing and Caroling....
You know I like to get my sing on...anytime and anywhere...Yeh you guys know cuz I've made you sing with me at one point or another....

There I am with the Mistletoe over me...MUAH! :)

Friday, December 07, 2007

Mystery Jets


:) I can't say it...

Everyday Life
Take this survey

1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station:

Chips Ahoy..Chocolate chip cookies. $2.00

2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be?
Manta Ray...You get to hang out with swarms of dudes who look like you and form a dark 'cloud' in the water. Plus when you swim its like art :)

3. Whos your favorite redhead?
That muppet girl who plays in the band with Dr. Teet

4. What do you order when youre at IHOP?
The one time I was at IHOP I got a crepe and we swapped off each other's plates. I ate pancake of the other plate and he took some crepe. Then I took some bacon he ate some crepe....

5. Last book you read?
Book by Franz Fanon..I'm reading it now...

6. Describe your mood.
Laid back

7. Describe the last time you were injured?
I was in an accident and weeks later my back hurt really badly.

8. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Tony. He is even more laid back than I am that he would keep me calm. The first thing out of his mouth would be "don't overthink this" LOL

Or maybe Andy cuz for sure he would figure out a way for us to get outta there fast and he would try to make sure I was ok the whole time :)

9. Rock concert or symphony?
Symphony: Clothes, reception, relaxing, classical...

10. What is the wallpaper of your cell p
some building....

11. Favorite Soda?
If I had to Mountain dew

12. What type of shirt are you wearing?

Brown peasant

13. If you could only use one form of transportation:

14. Most recent movie you have watched in theatres?
Well I am going to see one so I'll wait till I see it.

15. Name an actor/actress/singer you have had the hots for:

Viggo Mortensen. You can tell by his eyes, art and poetry that you could connect with him emotionally...but then again the best artists are always emotionally distant...
On the other hand he isn't the BEST artist and doesnt take that side of him too seriously...So definitely the connection. :)

16. Whats your favorite kind of cake?
Chocolate but I jones for Strawberry and Red Velvet

17. What did you have for dinner last night?
Carrots and chicken

18. Look to your left, what do you see?

19. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?


20. Favorite toy as a child?

21. Do you buy your own groceries?
Yes of course

22. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?

Of course. :)

23. Whens the last time you had gummy worms?
Years and years...I despise them but people were always trying to get me to try them. They never could let it go that I don't like the texture.

24. Whats your favorite fruit?

25. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
No. I can't do it

26. Do you like running long distances?
Shin splints - no...

27. Have you ever eaten snow?
Never. I probably wont ever either...

28. What color are your bedsheets?
Oxidized blood red. (dark)

29. Whats your favorite flower?
Daisy and Daisy-like flowers. Then I jones for Amaryllis...

30. Do you do ballet?
Never wanted to

31. Do you listen to classical music?

Yes. It's lovely and helps you think, relax and sleep.

32. What is the 1st TV Theme song that pops in your head?
The Greatest American Hero- Believe it or not, I'm walking on air, I never thought I could be so Free. .....On a wing and a prayer.....Believe it or not it's just me! :)

33. Do you watch Sponge bob?
He is very annoying. I tried to like it but the voice is so shrill...

34. What temperature is it outside right now?

35. Do people consider you smart?
Yeh I guess

36. How many piercings do you have?


37. Are you signed on AIM?

38. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
No. But I did that thing with Elmers where you paste the glue on your hand, wait for it to dry then peel off the hand mask. I wasted a lot of glue back in the day.

39 .How do you feel about your family?
My Peeps!!!!!!!!!!!

40. Do you have an iPod?
No :(

41. What time do you go to bed?
When I am very tired..10 pm..when not so tired, later so I can read and take calls and texts...

42. What CD is currently in your CD player?
Someone burned me a Cd of all different songs so it's there now.

43. What movie do you know every line to?
Face off, Bridget Jones Diary, Diary of a Mad Black Woman

Face Off: "Dress up like halloween and ghouls will try to get into your pants"
"Lies, miscommunication,mistrust. It's getting to be like a real marriage "

Bridget Jones Diary: "I promise if I get another chance I won't eff it up mum
Bridget your language!
Sorry. I promise if I get another chance I won't eff it up MOTHER"

Diary of a Mad Black Woman:

He smells so Good!

44. What is your favorite salad dressing?
Bleu Cheese

45. What do you want for Christmas this year?
Nothing really..maybe Peanuts DVD's ..whatever..I'm kinda over presents but whenever I get one I am always happy

46. What family member/friend lives the farthest from you? Where?
The Europeans

47. Do you like hugs?
I love hugs. Very warm

48. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

49. Whats the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name?
Free instead of Fry...FRI is FRY!!!!!!! not FREE

50. Last person you hugged?

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

From Elyse S.

Elyse was driving home and got this shot.

I love it...

Monday, December 03, 2007

A survey

1. Who are you currently texting?

2. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
depends on who is asking them and how personal

3. Have you ever cried and didn't know why?
no. I always know why.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
right now! I try to wake up happy every morning (even if I am tired) .. why not! :)

5. Where was your default MySpace picture taken?


6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
yes- sometimes you can't control the circumstances and it can work if both people want it to

7. What did you do at your lowest point in life?
prayed... got some advice & support from some really good friends

9. Have you ever envisioned your own wedding?
Yes but it was never clear. Things change... big, small, band, dj, chicken, fish, gold dress, white dress, dancing, more dancing, oxidized blood red and gold, silver and white..its too much..I havent thought about that in years

10. When is the last time you purposly made someone else cry?
when I was little...I despise thinking about that meanness

11. The last time you were really kissed, where were you?
in a place of abode

13. What part of your looks are you the most complimented on?

14. Do you believe ex's can really ever be "just friends?"
yes if the people are cool and want the best for each other, not just thinking about what they want out of the friendship etc..

15. What are you wearing on your feet?
Warm boots

16. Last thing you said?
Yeh that's two L's in that spelling...

17. Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
It's not something I particularly want to do.

18. When is the last time you were on a vacation?
Earlier this year

19. Do you make your bed every day?

I try to!

20. Are you too shy to tell people when you're developing feelings for them?
Yes..It's not something I would ever do lightly. In fact I won't do again..only did it once- Yikes..

21. Do you use the Internet or television more?

22. Who messaged you last?

25. Why are you taking this survey?
Because I like these surveys

26. Do you have feelings for anyone, and if so, do they know?

27. What are your plans for today?
work, meet some people, do some thing, darkness, sleep

28. Do you want to be in a relationship right now?
No. Well I don't know if I could devote enough time to nurture one right now...

29. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
I like things now but Australia....

30. Have you ever done any acting on stage?
yeh. I'm very scared of it when I do it...

31. Do you like being in pictures?
of course- i love pics! Pictures tell stories

32. Do you cry easily?
big fat YES to this question.. haha i'm soft. But I don't cry all the time..

33. Have you ever been more attracted to a significant other's sibling?
Well. The significant other was very good looking but everyone felt that the brother was gorgeous, which he was but eh (I only have eyes for one person at a time)...

34. What is the last fun, free activity you did?
Christmassy things all weekend long

35. Do you enjoy romance?
yes when it's genuine and not about getting something outta me

36. Do you tend to fall for people easily?
No. Only happened a couple times..literally two times. One was one, the second time was imagined stuff I

37. Have you spent more time in your life single, or in a relationship?

38. What person in your family are you the most like?
my mommy of course

39. Are you quick to start a fight?
I don't like fighting/arguing... I try to avoid confrontation and drama at all times

40. Have you ever put anything other than cheese in your grilled cheese?
Of course..Shred/ grate the cheese, add mustard and hot pepper..a tiny dollop of mayo if you want and grill that bad boy up!!!! Me my bro and sis were all about that..then you call it welsh rarebit!

41. What are you studying in school?


42. Do your parents really know YOU?
Maybe mummy....As much as anyone can know me anyway....

43. Have you ever felt invincible?

44. Last person to call you?

45. Do you get along well with your siblings?

46. Would you rather be cheated with, or on?
neither. Nasty Nasty Business!

47. Do you feel like you've got some growing up to do?
I think i'm pretty mature but I can always learn something new I guess

48. Do you like to dress up?
Yes! Esp with somewhere fun to go! :)

49. Do you like penguins?
YES!..I even had two stuffed penguins Picou and Herman :) AND I love all the national Geographic penguin stuff

50. Are you tired?

Greek Goddess thing :)

What Greek Goddess are you?

You are Demeter!
You are Demeter!
You are like Demeter, goddess of agriculture, harvest and earth. You are very altruistic, as you have natural instinct to nourish and provide for those around you. Without "mother-earths" like you, this world would be without hope and underdeveloped, both mentally and physically. You are the foundation on which we stand and the sustenance in what we consume.
How do you compare?
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I feel so lame but I like these quiz things
Cuz they are true lol

What kind of guys are you into?

Somewhere in Between
Somewhere in Between
Your into the guys that are all in one. Their cute, sensitive, bad, sexy
How do you compare?
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Saturday, December 01, 2007

I'm tired

But I can't be done till midnight at the earliest...
I am so tired I want to cry.
But I will wait till I go home ..lie down and fall asleep.

#2 friend on myspace

Body: Can YOU answer 22 questions about YOUR number 2?
DON’T change your top friends, and answer 22 questions about the 2nd person in your top friends.


1) Who is it?

2) Where did you meet them?
University- Biological Society

3) What was your age when you first met?

4) Is this person one of your friends?
umm Yeh...duh

5) How long have you know them?
more than 10 years lol

6) Is this person older than you?
By one month

7) When was the last time you saw this person?
Gosh years

8) Do you miss them?
Well we talk every day so a little bit

9) Are you related to this person?

10) Do you have nicknames for each other?

12) Do you think this person will repost this?
She refuses to blog even though I try to get her to do it every time I send an email

13) Why is this person #2 on your top friends?
Because that is the way it turned out

14) Have you seen this person cry?

15. Do you know this person’s last name?

16) Do you tell them a lot about your LIFE?
There's little she doesn't know.

17) Doing anything with them tonight?
No..but if I was in NY we would be tearing it up!

18) If yes, What?
Club, dancing, or a play like back in the old days, or anything is the limit..Man now I really miss hanging out with her.

19) Would you have them at/in your wedding?

20) Would they date you?

21) What’s something this person is obsessed with?

22) Does this person make you laugh?

All the time. Laughing would go out of style if you could hear the cackling on the phone.

Cultural Explosion

Was an African Festival.

Africans from all over.
White and black, and everybody was into soccer. I know because they kept talking about it...

They had performances
Fashion show

Videos for support of educational programs and aid for displaced people.
The hall was full..maybe 250 people showed up...

I didn't eat there.
They catered food from a Caribbean restaurant.....
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